A redesign addict, that is. In the past year I’ve redesigned each of my websites at least twice. This is true.

The good thing about it is that with each consecutive design my websites look and function better. Each new look represents who I am more and more. The bad news is that I’m frustrated and tired of the desire to tweak, correct and polish until it’s perfect, because it never is. And the worst news is… I cannot stop myself.
Redesigning is my addiction – I have a mild case of redesing-itis.
Anything can spark the desire to change a design. Visiting a website gallery, stumbling upon a great design, new technique I’ve just mastered or just getting bored with the current look will be a reason enough. Oftentimes it’s also driven by the business need, brand realignment or it’s purely market-driven.
The need to redesign was especially evident in the very beginning of my freelance career. I was learning at such a rapid speed my portfolio website just couldn’t keep up. After a while it would no longer reflect my personal brand or showcase my design services, my capabilities, or myself. I constantly had to redesign my website to bring it up to speed, make it just right, show that I was a serious competitor.
It’s true, a website is never finished. It doesn’t matter how much love you pour into every pixel. You are never truly done. But instead of redesigning, think of realigning. Tweaking things which don’t function properly is desirable but starting over is usually not.
So I’ve decided to stop slow down. My goal is to focus on small improvements instead of complete make-overs.
As long as my websites are working, no one is complaining and I’m 80% satisfied, I will redirect my creative energy to work on paid projects, which is what I’m in this business for. I can always redesign client’s sites, can’t I?
BTW, how do you like the new design? [wink]











Regardless of What You’ve Heard Freelancing is a Tough Business
Like most designers I know, I’m a person who doesn’t thrive in a corporate world. I tried for many years and although I was good at it from the perspective of my employers, I didn’t feel that I belonged.
Then again, maybe it’s my personality. I’m a go-getter who likes to take charge and lead something from start to finish. And let’s be honest, working for an agency or as an employee you don’t have much freedom. You have no say as to who you want to work with and what projects you want to take on. You are assigned to whatever is in the pipeline.
Frustrated and unhappy at my job I was quietly considering freelancing but life kept getting in the way. Then, the stars simply lined up properly and I hit the ground, running. I thought I was ready.
My first two prospects decided to work with but as I started they walked away (lesson learned: have a contract). Another client took forever to answer my emails asking for feedback and so a simple 10-page website design project dragged on for 6 months (see previous lesson learned). I took every project that came along. Sometimes things worked out great for both parties, sometimes I walked away burned out, frustrated or without much profit.
Turned out I wasn’t ready. I had no real plan or strategy. My only plan was to get my hands dirty and see if I can make it. Good luck!!!
What Makes Freelancing Tough?
Freelancing is a tough business, one that takes lots of energy, passion, dedication and devotion. New freelancers pop up daily but only the true entrepreneurs with great skills survive and thrive.
Freelancing has been quite an experience and I’m only at the beginning of the road. When I look back I realize how unprepared I was for all the difficult realities of being self-employed. While I had a solid background in design and customer service, I had no clue about marketing, PR, accounting. All of these areas are crucial to a successful freelancing business.
I’m sure I’ve missed other difficult aspects of freelancing. Share your experiences? What else makes freelancing a tough business?